Did i mention that today is one of those best days? well let me tell you something, while i was so calm and full of confidence, i walked to the announcement board (yeah they still put the scores on board, how vintage!*mark the sarcasm here*)assured that i would get a very good score, unfortunately i found out that today isn't really a day that make everything twice or even maybe a million times better and brighter than other days. even though you calls it the best day of your life it also has this sorrowful feelings. You get to graduate but the scores didn't come out as good as you've expect it to be? well you're not alone. I finally made one point from here, i learn about something at least, i know that not everything going to be as perfect as you assume it to be. Have you ever felt so useless, and upset over somethings? out of all the problems that you already have, it seems like they won't be enough, the problems keep coming again and again. And that you know you would explode right away because you're tired of holding back. Problems continuously come and go, they never really solved, all you have to do is just look for whats wrong; try to find a way out; take a lesson from it. Always seek for the good things before you seek for the bad(unfortunately this doesn't fit when it comes to buy clothes or purchasing everything, wouldn't want any flaws, would ya?). You see a person walking by, we usually make a point about them, a first impression, it could be a bad ones and it could be the good things that we first notice in them, but doesn't it always be better if we expect something good comes first? thats what you should seek for when you learned a lesson from everything, there should be a light to lighten up the darkness. Even when you're far from what you've expected, always remember that theres a good thing in there. maybe, just maybe, god has something planned for us

Oh, have you heard that One Direction officially announced that they having another tour in 2015 'On The Road Again Tour'! and Indonesia is on the list! I'm calling out all the indonesian directioners, will you be there!maybe just maybe, i'll make a post about the reactions towards this announcement soon!are you also excited? i've been hoping that theres on the spot tickets, so in case i don't get the permission i could sneak out haha, anyway let me know how many of you will come to Gelora Bung Karno on March 25th 2015!


ps. terrible grammar, i'm sure you noticed some messy tenses i used above. i'm learning to be better